10 March 2014

Củ Chi And Agent Orange

Our first night in Ho Chi Mihn we signed up for some tours with our hostel.  So, day 2, we rolled out of bed at 6:00 am and managed to get slowly dressed and repacked and moved out of our temporary room and down to our hostel for breakfast.  Vietnamese breakfast is AWESOME! Wow.  Fresh baguettes, hot from the oven, salad, fresh fruit, eggs, iced Vietnamese coffee (which I will discuss in more detail in a later post). All made fresh and included in the cost of the hostel we were staying in. At that moment I decided I was never leaving.  I missed real bread so bad.  Bread that wasn't covered in so much sugar it was good for nothing other than coffee cake.  Crunchy, well-baked, wonderful bread....

Anyway, after breakfast, we waited around for our tour bus to get there and pick us up for the day.  Our tour guide was quite funny, and spoke pretty good English.  We spent a good part of the trip to the tunnels listening to his funny stories about the military and life and love in Vietnam. While listening I took a lot of pictures out the bus window and slept a bit.  It was hard to stop staring out the windows at the countryside as we drove.  It was so different from Korea.  For one thing, it was flat. And green.  The poverty that is still prevalent in the country is evident form the run down homes, the garbage everywhere, and the lifestyle of many of the people we drove past.  But there was life to this country that Korea feels like it is missing.  Everywhere you looked, there were homes being built, and new churches and businesses.  People relaxed at the roadside stands in hammocks instead of at tables, just talking and sharing food and good times.  It was hard to imagine what this country looked like only 40 years ago at the end of the war, and impressive to see how far they have come.

If I thought the drive was going to be eye-opening, I had no clue what I was about to see this day.  The first big, emotional stop we made was actually a pitstop for the bus and for us to get lunch.  We stopped at a factory that makes those beautiful handmade wooden boxes, vases, screens, and other things you see and think, "Oh, what a pretty Asian box!"  They were incredible. And the handmade part was just the beginning.  This particular factory was devoted to people who were suffering the effects of agent orange.  They were the workers, and the supervisors, and the money from the sales went to helping them.  When we were told this before arriving, I was expecting older men who had fought in the war, and were suffering now years later.  I was not expecting to encounter men and woman my age who had been suffering from their affiliations and deformities all their lives.  I was shocked at what I saw, and I realized then, just how little I knew about their side of the war, and began to get an idea of how devastating this day was going to be.  I bought a few small screens made with inlayed mother of pearl and lacquered crushed eggshell and sand.  They were beautiful and are now hanging in my living room.

Then we moved on to the goal of our trip.  The Củ Chi Tunnels. We started out by eating our lunch and loading up on bug spray, then ventured into the museum area to watch a movie about the history of the tunnels and the city that was once there.  It showed the effects of the war on the people and farmland and gave us a glimpse into what life was like for the TEN YEARS they lived in those tunnels.  The video was a bit propaganda-y, but very interesting.  I, for one, can not imagine having to live my life in tiny tunnels, underground, unable to stand, in the pitch black.  It had to be terrifying.  Ten years, spent in those tunnels, digging with little hand axes and bamboo.

After the video, we walked around on the surface, over the paths of the tunnels, looking at tunnel opening, air vents, the "large" openings for the elderly or pregnant, and at all the crazy traps they built around the tunnels.  As horrifying as it all was, looking at their booby traps made me think of Data from The Goonies and "booty traps."  This is not intended to take away from the ingenuity of the traps they made.  And most of them were made using unexploded bombs, weapons, and other things they stole from the opposing forces, then melted down and made into spikes.  The tunnels were even more amazing.  All the planning that went into the ditches, and camouflage and which way the tunnels lead, incredible. I also spent a good deal of this dreading the next part of the tour, going down into the
tunnels.  Small, dark, enclosed spaces and myself tend to mix poorly.  But, I remained determined to at least attempt to walk through the tunnels.  I was curious to see if i could have pushed that fear away if it meant life or death.  Could I live ten years in the dark, if the other option was death?  After our foray into the dark, my answer is.......... Maybe.  I was one of the last to go through the tunnel.  I made the mistake of watching several people ahead of me back out in terror, I closed my eyes, held my breathe, and plunged into the dark.  Which ended up being not so dark.  Most of this section of the tunnel was pretty well lit, though I did panic a bit in the one dark section, the little girl ahead of me cheered me on and lead me out.  But, I count it as a success.

After the tunnels, we relaxed for a bit with a sampling of the tea and root vegetable, tapioca, that they would have subsisted on while living in the tunnels.  It actually wasn't too bad.  Tasted like a sweet potato, and I mean a REAL sweet potato, not the orange yams we call sweet potatoes in the states.  Then it was back on the bus, and heading home.  This trip involved a lot less talking and a lot more sleeping and staring out the window deep in thought.  We had almost arrived back at our hostel when our tour guide mentioned that it was possible for us to be dropped off at The War Remnants Museum  which was only about ten minutes from our hostel.  We had been planning to go there anyway at some point so we figured this was as good a time as any.

The first floor started out okay, lots of banners, flyers, posters, articles, and other things from all over the worlds, requesting the US pul out of Vietnam.  Interesting, but not to emotional or distressing.  We made out way around and up to the second floor, and were immediately confronted with photos of bomb victims, dismembered bodies, murdered children... The list goes on.  Every horrible image you could imagine, we saw.  All the horrible things people do in war, we saw photo proof of the American soldiers preforming them to a tee.  I know that the vietnamese soldiers did awful things to our soldiers as well, but this was image of old, infirm, pregnant, babies.  Being cut up and posed with like prize deer.  It was horrifying and made me ashamed of my country, ashamed of where I was from, and left me hoping everyone else in the museum thought I was german because of my blonde hair, or a canadian because I spoke English.  It is definitely one thing to know the horrors that are going on in war, and a completely different thing to see the images of it.  From this room we went into the gallery dedicated to the immediate and lingering effects of agent orange.  By this time I was so overwhelmed, horrified, and emotionally broken down from the day that I didn't spend as much time here as the other rooms.  I will just say, it is sick that we did what we did, it hurt everyone, and everything, and I hope that the people who made those decisions are horribly, horribly, ashamed of what they did.  It destroyed lives for generations.  Children are still being born suffering for the effects of those chemicals we dropped, and they will continue to be for a long time.  Land is still barren because of it.  That is all I have to say about it, and after that room, both Rikki and I were done.

We walked out to the street and found a cafe to decompress in and gather our thoughts.  We got some more great food, and decided to head back to the hostel for a shower and a rest.  Both of us were pretty much done emotionally for the day, and we needed some time to relax and process the things we had seen and learned.  After a nap and a revitalizing shower, we walked around looking for a place for dinner.  We found a little Pho place near our hostel, and ordered some food and some beers.  After a little while we realized that the other people in the shop were... how do I say this nicely... ladies of the night??  We will go with that.  At first we just thought they were meeting here to eat, but when the little old lady running the place started giving them orders and having them set up tables for themselves to eat at before they went out into the night, we figured out she was the madame.  It was, needless to say, and interesting and slightly surreal end to a very draining, but spectacular day.

The last few pictures are just a few of my favorites from the day.  I choose not to post any pictures from the museum because they were far too graphic.








21 February 2014

Hello 4 AM, Tiny Planes, And Saigon

In December, I spent 17 wonderful days in Vietnam.  I have been too busy to even load the pictures on my camera, much less write about the trip day-by-day in my blog.  But, with our trip to Japan in a few weeks, I had to clear of my camera's memory card.  I finally got the pictures, all 11.6 gigs of them, on to my computer.  And now, with a twenty page paper due next week for my Masters course, there is nothing I would rather do then procrastinate by spending an hour or two remembering my trip and all the awesome, amazing, splendid, and sincerely eye-opening stuff that happened on this crazy journey I set out on.  So here it is: The first day in Saigon, as the locals still call it, or Ho Chi Mihn City, to the rest of the world.

The trip started bright and early at about three AM when I woke up and showered and left the apartment to meet up with my friend Rikki, who would be tagging along for the first five days of my trip.  It was a bit tough saying goodbye to Steven and Dash since I wouldn't be seeing them for two months, but it was made easier by the fact that they were both passed out cold when I left.  I stepped out into the freezing cold of five in the morning dressed only in a sweatshirt and long-sleeve heat-tech shirt.  Crazy, but Vietnam was going to be 80 degree weather, and I didn't have space in my backpack for a big, heavy jacket.

We cabbed it to the bus station, arrived an hour before the bus got there, and were accosted outside by a very pushy cab driver.  I have met a few that couldn't take no for an answer, but this dude kept insisting he could drive us to Incheon Airport for cheap, even though we repeatedly told him we were not going to Incheon and to go away.  We ended up hiding out in a fast food place till the bus came in order to get away from him.  By the time we got to Busan and Gimhae Airport, the sun was just coming up.  We got checked in, and got seats next to each other.  Rikki had a close shave with a lighter in her carry-on she had forgotten was there.  They took her to the back and shut a big door and I watched unsure if I should laugh or worry.  We had a quick snack, and after an hour or two of waiting, finally got on the plane and I said goodbye to Korea for two months.  Oh, almost forgot, we had to take a bus out to the plane.  I kinda loved it... Walking up the big steps like I was famous and had my own plane...

Anyway, five hours (way too long in the uncomfortable chairs) later, we landed in Vietnam.  Green grass, Palm trees, and 80 degrees.  Oh lordy I was so excited!!  We got through the airport, found a cab, and headed into the city to our hostel.  I had been told there would be a lot of mopeds, but I had NO IDEA how many there would really be.  The further into the city we got, the more we saw.  I can't even put a number on how many there were.  And they never stopped.  Traffic lights be damned!  Both Rikki and I were not excited about the idea of trying to cross a street, walking into all those vehicles and just hoping they would stop...  We got to our hostel, which was awesome and beautiful, only to be told they were having an electricity problem with our room and had put us up in a neighboring hotel for the night.  Less then thrilled, we followed the lady to a less impressive hotel down the street, then settled in and showered and rested for a bit until we got hungry.

We wandered out, and bravely crossed the tiny, empty street, and headed to the Chicken Pho place.  The food was good, but not as amazing as I had been expecting after Steven's month long tirade about how awesome it was.  The family that ran the place was very friendly and helpful.  It was interesting to experience this new Asian culture, so different from Korea. We did a little wandering, not crossing anymore streets, and just looked around this new, exciting country.

I discovered some awesome graffiti just down the street.  Rikki was entranced by the crazy number of mopeds.  Both of us were soaking up the sun and lovely weather.  There was just so much more LIFE in  this country.  Korea is beautiful, but there is this coldness there, a distance in the people.  This was such a different feel, I mean, there were birds chirping, and bugs, and lizards, and dogs.  People smiled and kids played with their families.  I love Korea, but this feeling of life was a great refresher.

After an hour or so of wandering, we headed back for a nap.  After all, we had only had a few hours of crappy sleep on a bus, then a plane.  we read, and napped for a few hours until it got dark and our tummies started to grumble.  Out into the night we went, but fully intending to not cross any more streets that night.  We walked around the block our hostel was on, checking out the nightlife and looking for someplace good to eat.  We made it almost all the way back to our hostel when I noticed a little cart in an alley with a sign for banh bo hue.  This was a soup that Steven had literally begun to drool while describing, so we decided to try it out.  We were seated in a little plastic chair in an alley, next to a tiny, wrinkled old woman who cheerfully greeted us and began to speak to us in surprisingly good English.  She told us about learning about America by looking at maps, studying where the cities are, and how she never wanted to leave Vietnam because it was her home.  Then, the wonderful bowls of soup were placed in front of us and we didn't say or think much for a little bit.  It was so good.  Even with the rats running around and the dirty water on the table, all that mattered was that food and that moment, there in the alley.  It was a truly surreal end to a pretty cool start to an amazing trip.


19 February 2014

New Direction (Not One Direction)

So, as anyone who reads this regularly can see, I have made some major changes to the look and title of the ole' blog.  I am leaving Korea in a few months, at the end of May, and I have to start the process of getting back into life in the US.  The list of things to do is a bit intense, and scary.  So far I need to:

  • Get Dash vaccinated for Rabies
  • Buy ticket
  • Get Dash's flight arranged
  • Clean Dash's new carrier and get him used to going in and out of it
  • Go through Clothing and get rid of older stuff
  • Figure out shipping costs for the extra clothes and things I don't want to leave here
  • Sell off extra furniture, clothes, books, and stuff
  • Take Dash back to vet 10 days before I leave
  • Organize stuff back home in preparation for the move to Austin
  • Find jobs to apply for in Austin
  • Locate Apartments that are available starting mid June
  • Take a week long trip to Austin with Steven to job search, apartment search, and find a place.
  • Move in
  • Settle in
So many, many things to do.  And all while I am working on my masters, keeping the apartment clean, feeding Steven, and spending time with his mother when she comes to visit.  I am actually really looking forward to having a job and just having a plain, easy life for a little bit.  I shall share the knowledge I gain with you all regarding how to leave Korea in the least stressful way possible.  Tomorrow, look for the start of my posts about my trip to Vietnam and back home.  And soon Steven and I are heading to Japan for a week (danced around the house when I found out).  

07 February 2014

New Beginnings And A New Life

The past few months have been AMAZING!  I went to Vietnam, went home, came back to Korea with plans to find a new job, changed my mind, and now in two months I will leave Korea behind and move back to the US, aiming for Austin.  Steven and Dash are coming with me.  Focusing on the masters and work and real life.  The blog will most certainly be changing.  I hope to keep it up, but we will see how much time I have.  in the next few months I will do day by days of my Vietnam trip, and talk about the planning and such I go through getting my stuff shipped,  cat home, and settling in Austin.

It was time to move on with my life.  I have gotten everything I can out of Korea, and staying any longer just doesn't make sense.  More later, but for now I am going to go back to dancing around like a crazy to M.I.A.  Laters loves!

08 October 2013

One Crazy Summer

Yes, I know, I have failed yet again to keep up with the posts.  In my defense I have been super busy all summer.  Nothing crazy special or particularly amazing, just some good all around busy fun.

What have I been doing?  Well....

  • I visited the old capital of Korea and saw a beautiful old temple and a Stone Buddha carved into a grotto in the mountain
  • I hiked up to Gatbawi with Steven and his uncle and cousin
  • I spent an entire weekend hanging out with my boyfriend and his uncle, aunt, aunt's sisters, and two small cousins.
  • I had to move out of my apartment for over two weeks during the hottest part of summer because I had no AC and it was making me and the pets sick, and moved in with the boy.
  • I fostered and found homes for two adorable little kittens.
  • I found a gerbil in the garbage outside my apartment building, still in his tank and slowly drowning in a downpour, then brought him inside, fed him and found him a new home.
  • I learned that I can not legally bring my hedgie back into the states and so I had to find him a new home, which I did. :(
  • I saw the Circe Du Solei and Michael Jackson show.
  • I drastically improved my beer pong skills with help from Steven and Ann.
  • I learned to play (and become obsessed with) Magic: The Gathering.  And I actually don't completely suck either.  My Tuesdays are now the best day of the work week, thanks to weekly magic and beer nights.
  • I Was exposed to the world of cigar smoking and learned there is a big difference between ones I like and ones that make me want to vomit.
  • I rediscovered the joys of biking to get where I want to go, and that I can get a lot further then I thought I  could. 
  • I went to Busan and visited the aquarium, and I hope to swim with sharks soon.
  • I ate even more strange and odd things, and was forced to eat cooked fish and learned I don't hate it like I used to.
  • I met a person that makes me feel like the most important person in the world and treats me just as well as I treat him.
  • I began applying to Graduate Schools and looking ahead to my future.
  • I planned an entire trip  to Vietnam all by myself, all for myself.  Heading out in December for 17 crazy solo travel days.
  • I went to spa valley and ran into my students while I was wearing a bikini and I didn't die of embarrassment.
  • I wandered around the amusement park at Suseong Lake and even won some stuffed animals by playing the shooting game.
  • I discovered that I do have limits when it comes to the crazy stuff I am willing to do, and answered the age old question about whether I would jump off a bridge if all my friends did. (the answer is no)
  • And many other little adventures that I am forgetting to mention at the moment...
I will try to get some posts done over the next few weeks about some of this stuff, but to be honest, I don't know if I will have time.  Right now I am trying to finish planning for Vietnam, move in with Steven, finish applying to graduate schools, get applications ready for another year in Korea, write letters to friends, keep my apartment clean and tidy, teach better then ever for a good reference, plan my trip home and my trip back, get the hedgie and gerbil to their new homes, spend as much time with Steven and Dash as I can before I leave for two months, get back into working out responsibly, cooking dinner for a bunch of friends, uping my MTG game so I can beat people more often, getting my classroom and classes as organized as possible for the next teacher, have friends visit, sleep, eat, and take general care of myself.  So, I am trying, but is my take until I get back t the states in December before I can elaborate much on those goings on.  

Hopefully I will post again soon!  And if I don't, it is just because I, for once finally, fell like all my shit is falling into place and everything is going my way, without the fear of the bottom dropping out.  I think.... maybe.... yep.  I am legit happy and loving life :)

PS, I am prepping for the incoming typhoon DANA as I type this.  WOOHOO bring on the rain!